One night, I couldn't hold it anymore and decided
that I had to let him know. I called him and he picked
up the phone. Three months later, he called and asked if he can visit me as he would be in town for a while. He came over and we went out to watch a movie together. Later that night, he asked me how I felt about him and if I love him. I was scared to let him know how I felt about him and so I said that I had no feelings for him. He didn't speak a word as he drove me home in silence. (Read Related : Free Short Stories) He left a note for me before leaving for home the following day. To my one and only beloved, Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much you mean to me? I care so much for you that every night before I go to bed, I pray to heavenly father to protect you and let you know that I will always be by your side to hold and protect you. I fell in love with you the first time we met. You were so pretty and had a great personality. Even though we weren't able to build a relationship, we had a great friendship. I couldn't ask for more. Although I wanted us to be more than just best friends, I know you won't let us. There are times when I felt that you love me deeply and there are times when I felt that you just wanted me as your friend. Either way, I will always love you and be there for you. Please remember that I am here to hold and protect you when you are troubled. I want you to remember that you're the only one I love and cherish. There's no other girl who can take your place in my heart. I love you until the end of my life. Your Love, I couldn't control my tears as they streamed down my cheeks continuously until my eyes started burning. I tried to call him but his roommate said that he wasn’t home yet. I figured it would take him awhile to get home so I decide to call him the following day and tell him that I love him. (Read Related : Sad True Love Story) The phone rang for forever the following day when I tried calling him again. When his roommate finally picked up, he told me something crucifying. Chang Yang was involved in an accident on his way home as he was drink driving. When I heard what the roommate said, my heart stopped and I couldn't breathe at all. At that moment, it felt as if my life was sapped out of me. It's been two years now and I am still unable to get over it. It’s like losing a part of yourself when you lose someone that you love and were so close to. I finally know that when you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to let them know because tomorrow is not a promise. I don't think I could ever love anyone again. He was everything to me. He was my best friend, lover and soul. I love you, Chang Yang wherever you are and will continue to love you until we meet again. No other guy can take your place in my heart. I love you forever. For those who are reading my tragic story, please don't do what I did. Remember to let them know when you love someone or else it will be too late. Never let your fear take over because it will take away your joy and happiness away. Don't learn it the hard way as I did. It hurts a lot. I regret not saying those three words earlier. He's never going to know my true feelings. Good luck to all lovers out there. Love deeply and let each other know how you feel about one another. By BeautifulBao The Fear of Love Part 1 | 2
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