"I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! " Jeanne's
eyes were wide and filled with tears. She was afraid of
what he would say to her.
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Jeanne was a nerdy girl with thick glasses. She was a junior
in her middle school. She was in love with the hottest guy
in the entire school.
And now, she told him that she loved him.
"Haha! Shut up. Nobody would like you! Who do you
think I am?"
Jeanne had feared he would say something like that. She
was devastated. She started running. She didn't want to
face him ever again. All these thoughts and feelings ran
throughout her head. Until, she bumped into something.
"Hey, whats up?"
She had bumped into James.
"WHAT?! I'll GO TELL HIM! WHERE DOES HE GET THAT NERVE!
SOMETIMES, I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M HIS BEST FRIEND! THAT'S
IT! i'M GOING TO GO BEAT HIM UP!"
"NO! James! Don't do it! It's not his fault. I was
the foolish one to think we can ever date."
"But Jeanne!"
" No, it's OK! I should go."
" JEANNE... James grabbed her by the wrist as she was
getting up. Don't go."
Jeanne stared into his eyes and felt so warm and fuzzy;
a feeling she didn't feel for a long time. But, she looked
away. She saw in such a long time, it felt awkward to feel
it again. And then she gently took her wrist out of James'
grasp and slowly walked away from him with tears in her
eyes.
"Dammit, James! You really did it this time! Jeanne
just left you! And why are you trying to hit on her?"
James walked back home with his hands stuffed in his pocket.
Thoughts of Jeanne ran throughout his head. He didn't want
Jeanne to be hurt by a jackass. He wanted to show her that
he loved her. He wanted to show her he cared. But Jeanne
just seemed to ignore him. And then, something ran into
him. He crashed on the ground and saw Jeanne was on top
of him. She seemed to not know whom she crashed into. James
smiled.
"Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm very, very sorry. I should
have been more careful.. I'm sorry. Can I repay you somehow?"
"Jeanne", James said, lifting her chin and brushing
her bangs. Jeanne looked through his soft eyes and almost
melted.
"James..." said Jeanne. Suddenly, she started
crying. James was shocked.
" J-Jeanne? What's wrong?"
"I' m s-s-such a f-fool! H-How c-c-can I th-think t-that
G-Gyung H-Hoon c-can love me?"
"Jeanne.. I would not call that foolish.. I actually
admire you going up to him and confessing. However, crying
about him is indeed foolish. Jeanne, Don't cry about that
jerk. Here, let's go to my house. We're right in front of
it!" Jeanne nodded.
James led her to the bathroom.
"Take off your glasses. We need to wipe those tears
off." He said with a smile. Jeanne took them off without
a word. James turned on the water and wet a washcloth. Then,
he gently wiped her tears off her face.
" James.. Do you love me?" James was startled
by this comment.
" Why do you ask me that?"
" Because.. it seems like it. Do you?"
" Haha! Jeanne, you are my friend."
" Oh.. OK. I think I'm not so teary now. Thanks, James."
" No Problem. Do you want something to drink?"
" Um... OK." She followed James out the door.
He handed her a glass of orange juice and they sat down
outside on a bench.
" Are you going to be all right?"
" Yeah.. Thanks. But I don't think I'll be able to
face him again."
" When he calls you something bad, just yell my name.
OK?"
" OK." she said with a small laugh.
" But what are you going to do when I call you?"
" I'm going to beat him up!"
" What if everyone starts hating you?"
" It doesn't matter. As long as the one girl I love
is happy."
" Ooh, James! You like someone?"
" Yeah.. Guess. I'll never tell you until you get the
right answer."
" Hmm... is it Amy? She's pretty! What about Lauren?
She's nice and quiet. Or is it Becca? She's generous. Or
maybe it's Courtney! She's not all that nice though..."
After a few tries, she gave up.
"Who is it? I'm dying of curiosity!"
" Let's see.. she has glasses.. she's in love with
Eric, she's sitting right next to me! Jeanne let out a small
gasp."
" M-Me?" James nodded. Jeanne almost passed out.
" James! I have declared you crazy." James started
laughing.
" Why won't you believe me? I like you.. I want you
to be my girlfriend."
" But you're the second hottest guy in school! What
if everyone criticizes you for bad taste in girls?"
" I don't care¦ I told you. As long as the one
girl I love is happy." he said, smiling.
" No, really, James. No games this time. All serious..
all right?"
" Yeah.. I know."
" Oh my god..." Jeanne said, covering her mouth
with her hand.
"Jeanne, I just want to be the right guy for you."
he said while putting his arm around her shoulder. She leaned
against him and for the first time, she felt accepted by
someone special.
"But, James! Why did you say I was just a friend before?"
"Umm! I didn't feel like it was time yet." Jeanne
nodded. She knew how hard it was to say, "I love you."
She knew how nervous you would feel. And she knew how hard
it was to feel the reject.
"I understand, James. I'm just glad you told me. I'll
think about it."
"Jeanne, do you still like Eric?"
"Yes!"
"What has he got, that I don't?"
"I just don't know! I mean! you two look the same!
you guys wear things all similarly! but! I like Eric better."
"All right! I'll make him like you. He knows he's not
going to win in a fight." Jeanne wrapped him in her
arms.
"James! I'm all right. You don't have to do all that."
And then he wrapped her in his arms.
"Eric, can I see you for a moment?"
"What up, dude?"
"It's about Jeanne!"
"Oh no! don't tell me about that ugly! I just barf
when I hear her name!"
"SHUT UP! DUDE, YOU JUST HAVE TO GIVE HER A CHANCE!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"Hey! I have other girls who want me. The least thing
I need now is another girl who is ugly and slow liking me."
"She's not ugly and slow! She's kind and beautiful
in the inside when you get to know her!"
"Wait! do you!?"
"Yes! I do!"
"Haha! Then why don't you date her?"
"Because! she's in love with a jackass!"
"STILL? Haha! Man, she's hilarious! After I rejected
her like that?"
"Hey! please! it would mean a lot to me! just say that
you at least like her as a friend and apologize for what
happened last time. Man, she came running all the way to
my house and started crying! She was just! out of control,
man! Just tell her that! please?"
"All right!"
"You're the best!"
"Hey, Jeanne! I'm sorry for what happened last time.
I was sort of tired and grouchy. I wasn't in a good mood.
I never wanted to say it that way. I like you as a friend.
And I want to keep that relationship. All right?" Eric
let out a hand for a shake. Jeanne nodded. She let out her
hand and they had a friendship shake, which made James smile.
"See? Eric likes you! He just wants to keep the relationship
just as friends! All cool with you?"
"Yes.." she said softly. James took her hand and
walked away with her.
"You all right, now?"
"Yeah!" she nodded. "But he only wants us
to be friends! because I'm a nerd!"
"Jeanne! Why don't you ever think about me? You know
he's a jerk! Why do you mope around for that! So what, if
he doesn't like you! Everyone is different, Jeanne. To my
eyes, you are a beauty. You can't always think about him!
There are other guys out there for you! Not just Eric and
me! I really don't want to see you like this."
"James! Do you really love me?"
"I don't think I need to answer that!" They stared
at each other for a long time.
"James!" She tried to push him away and he staggered
a little.
"Jeanne! answer this for me! do you love me?"
"James, I never intended to be your girlfriend. I just
want to be your friend."
"Oh, I see! you're treating me like how Eric treated
you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm way
different than you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because
I'm better looking than you and you're afraid that people
will jeer you because of that. Well, you know what? I don't
care about any of that!" And with that, he grabbed
her and locked her lips into his. After a while, he moved
away.
"Oh, you really do love me!" She hugged him.
"But, Jeanne! do you still have feelings for him?"
"Yes! I always have, and always will."
"Do you want to be pretty? Like those girls over there?"
James pointed to a group of girls. They all had big hoop
earrings and what Jeanne noticed was that they did not have
any thick glasses like her. Jeanne nodded. She was pretty
ashamed about it.
"It's all right, Jeanne. All girls want to be good
looking. Even they were ugly once. Everyone is."
"Really?"
"Sure! I used to act like a girl once. I always thought
about my appearance, my clothes, and my hair ; just like
a girl."
"Haha! That's funny!"
"It's good to see you laugh. Now, Jeanne. I'll help
you become pretty'. Then will you be happy?"
"I don't know. I've never been attractive in my life.."
she said innocently.
"Well, it's time you are!"
