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Dolce Vita Part 6
Dolce Vita
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I logged in online to #ajcrr excitedly at 12 p.m.
but there was still no sign of FlyNDance. It was only
when I checked my email then I finally found her email
in my inbox.
Dear Slorr,
At first, I thought it will be easier for me to settle
down in the darkness as I recollect the memories we
have shared. However, all I felt was loneliness. Can
you feel it too?
I couldn’t change my habit of logging in online
at 1 a.m. Hence, I used a different nickname to sneak
into #ajcrr. I hope you don’t blame me. :P You
were not there. Should I feel glad for your obedience?
You said both of us belonged to Type two - the foolish
type. You may be right because I really do admire
those who dare to fight for their desires. I stroke
my hair gently when you said that I am leaving the
world and a few strands of hair fell. The doctors
told me it is not a terminal disease and doctors are
not supposed to lie. According to them, I can still
live like my life as a normal person.
But Can I?
FlyNDance - is it really something I would be able
to do? After the first meeting with you at Mac Donald’s,
I realized that you are not only a virtual being living
in cyberspace. In reality, you are strong, gentle
and sensitive. I can feel the defensive wall of my
heart breaking apart slowly. I am defeated.
I tied my hair today because my friend told me that
I look more attractive this way. I want you to remember
my face as it is today because after today, everything
may change.
Why didn't you ask me for my real name? It is the
same reason why I didn’t ask for yours. Do you
realize how I wish to have something more than a nickname
to take along with me?
Thank you for the Dolce Vita, Slorr. I finally got
a taste of what sweet times are like but I am really
sorry as I couldn’t bear to say goodbye.
Since our relationship started from an email, it
should end with an email too. It’s been three
months and two days since our very first email. It
is not a very long time but it isn't short either.
Our story began from me and I will end it.
Maybe it’s like what you said. 'Internet is
fast and convenient, but it isn't perfect'. I can
send you my thoughts right away but not my tears.
It’s about 5.30 a.m. now and it is time for
me to go. By the time you receive this mail, I would
be trying to settle down somewhere else.
Goodbye
With lots of love,
FlyNDance
After reading her email, I felt as if I had just
experienced a roller-coaster ride which was almost
derailed. She had shown me the other side of her which
is soft and sensitive.
For the next couple of months, I tried to hypnotize
myself and suppress my feelings whenever I think about
her. I was perpetually telling myself that she was
just one virtual character that flies and dances online
but never in the real world. I became a fugitive as
I tried to escape from my PC, escape from the Internet
and anything that got to do with coffee. I hid myself
behind the piles of lecture notes, behind the crowd
of people and try to get rid of my feelings.
However, I failed. I realized that it’s impossible
to not miss someone when she is in your mind all the
time. It’s like telling me not to breathe even
though I have been breathing in and out for the past
nineteen years. I can hold my breath for a while but
not forever. I have to find her!
"Erm... I am looking for... FlyNDance..."
"Huh?"
'Huh', this is the exact word I was expecting from
her. She seems to be FlyNDance's older sister as she
appears to be in her twenties. She is quite a beauty
too even without any makeup. I explained to her my
purpose for knocking on the door and told her that
I am not a stalker. Surprisingly, when I told her
my disgusting nick - Slorr, she appeared to be rather
excited and handed me a small piece of paper which
she had scribbled on.
"You should go and visit her at Singapore General
Hospital Room 3-425."
This is the first time I've ever stepped into Singapore
General Hospital. It's a dust-free space and everything
looked so clean, tidy and arranged. Nevertheless,
I don't like the feeling it gives me. I entered room
3-425 and saw her in a deep sleep on the bed. I stood
by her bed and watched her. Her hair was still as
long as before and it lay across the soft, white pillow.
Her face looked rounder due to the side-effects of
her medication. The pinkish red patch that was on
her neck had spread to her face and is in the shape
of a butterfly. Despite that, she is still the most
beautiful butterfly I've ever seen.
Her eyelashes twitched slightly and I guess she must
be dreaming. I wondered what she is dreaming about.
Is she dreaming about Mac Donald's fries and coke?
Sinking Titanic? Or the perfume rain along the streets?
The room got darker as the clock approaches 6 p.m.
I wanted to switch on the lights as I hate to see
her lying lonely under the shadows in the room. However,
I was also worried that her dreams might be disturbed
by the sudden light. While I was in a dilemma, her
eyes opened slowly. She looked at me only to turn
away suddenly. I can only see her back and I noticed
that she had lost weight. After a long time, she turned
to face me again. She rubbed her eyes and smiled.
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